Monday, August 30, 2004

hi...i'm back!hehe...been studying real hard for my sch work...*clap clap*=) hehe...todae finally can take out some time to blog...erm...felt quite "unself" these daes...got worked up easily and can laugh at my own mistake/fault later on...hiaz..madie i was...hiaz...sometimes i reali wanna breathe in some fresh air...BUT time doesnt seem to permit...*sniff*...=( fortunately..i gt my peng you wif me...THANX MY DEARY 6 SIAOCHABORS...thx for being there..!*muackiez*...
perhaps to carried away wif my work den i somehow gt him off my mind...and perhaps another reason...someone walked into my life when he gave me cold shoulders...maybe tis is a gift frm heaven tt i muz treasure...*wink*...THANK GOD...!nw..."he" no more...i shall nw use "HE"!(for tt someone who walked into my life ya?) wow...been having great times wif HIM..hehe...HE's there when i was going berserk reading and revising for my tests!!HE's there b4 i slp...(nt in real person la)...=P HE's there when i couldnt slp...HE's there when i was feeling down and there when i'm feeling bored!!how wonderful rite?!hehe...been reali fortunate to haf him ard other den my gals..but WAIT!!both my gals and HIM are equally important k?!!*peehx* =D

hehehe...me nw in sch comp labby...had a hard time logging in cos i forgot my username!!!*arghh*..-_- anywae...bery sianz sia....nth to sae....mrs guni's CME period...my dear sotong nv do our project...*hiaz*... but nvm la...she's doing it nw..whilst i slack!!HAHAHAHA!! wuah...nt bad hor...my sch comp labby here the comp bery bery the fasterly leh!!!more beta den my own comp...so stylo seh...=D
hiaz..been real tired after i reach hm each time...cos sch so busy...sho mani hmwk sumore!!*ARGHH* but at least gt ppl to tok to la...*heng* sho hapi tt i got my frensie...so glad to haf known u all in my lifetime!!*clap clap* hehehe....and at least there's ppl to care abt me...nt leave me in the lurch!haha...played badminton during pe 2dae...i pair wif mr sekaran...haha...tt egolistic guy!!onli wanna win...den lose liao sae alot of excuse...haha...next week play my deary elva's fav game...floorball..but y nv play my sweet agnes's fav game?!frisbee!!!*arghh*..
nvm...bo bian...we canot do anyting too...
nw me see him reali feel like avoiding liao...scare of him...=( y every good tings hav to come into an end?!y cant it be everlasting!!*sobx*

heihei...i'm back!haha...erm...guess i hadnt been i here for quite a long time...soli la...gotta study real hard for my prelims...prelims leh!!mai siao siao!!hehe....
another ting i wish to sae....i guess i started to forget him liao.....yeah!!dinalii gonna walk out of his shadows...*phew* -_- nw the more i see him the more i buay song!!haha...no la...tink i gt used to his absence le ba...he's drifting away too far and long away frm me...the time is too long....too tedious for me to tk it...wuah...abit chim...*wink*...^_* anywae...the summary is...i'm in the midst of forgetting him!!hehehe...hooray!guess its a gd ting afterall...=) actuali gt alot of factors de...one of them is cos of sch work..moreover...who ask him treat me so coldly!!nobody can stand tt rite?haiz...and mani mani more factors la...duno how to summarise la...hehe...to be updated again...but guess gotta wait till i'm free till i blog again....=D

soli ar..i bery bery long nv blog liao...not free la...reali been busy wif my sch work lately...esp DnT...me guai wan hor...?!heihei...anywae...juz write a short wan...
Susilo my badminton idol lost the match todae!!!wif thailand!!mama wan...tt thai guy sibei tyco lo!!!mama...dun sae liao....ttt thai guy kena beat by my dear susilo twice b4...duno y todae so "on-form"...MADIE!!
kk...recently didnt msg him...going crazy....he's driving me crazy!!finali pluck up the courage gei siao msg him wrongly...but he didnt even bother to reply!!!wth!!!nth to sae lo...mad....tink gonna slowly forget him ba...since i suppose there's sumone new...kns...me totally disappointed wif him sia....utterly disappointed...mama...wad he said in the past doesnt count meh?!!!kns...!wadever la...he oso recently bery attitude...duno him la!nt my problem oso!me reali trying so hard to slowly leave him out my life...been concetrating on my work in order to kip myself busy....simple...tts all...blog again ya?

yoyoyoyo...back...pai seh...so long den write blog...HAIZ...alot of tings happen thou...gt nice tings...gt sad tings...
NICE TINGS...
went to see the fireworks the previous daes....2 daes to be exact...hehe...the 1st dae i'm at the esplanade...wow..the fireworks is terrific!!!bery bery nice!!haha...so funi tt dae...i was the 1st one to reach there and "book" a place on the bridge...hehe...so pai seh....*blush* we ate mac on the bridge...(more pai seh)...while waiting for the time to cum...haha...den we were toking non stop...duno y we gt so much to tok...onli anica,shimin and elva was wif me tt dae...den later mit jiaying and company...anted to watch midnite show wan..but in the end cant compromise wif any movie...den we gt hm in the end....=( 2nd dae i was outside the outdoor stadium...haha!lame thou...i was wif anica,shimin,KL,melvin and niven tt dae...we watched the fireworks outside the stadium and the view was real nice man!!hehe...den went for a 9pm show...(the notebook)...real nice movie!the 1st NC-16 movie i watched thou...hehe...real romantic!!hope i gt tis kind of romance in the future...(haha,dreaming)...-_-"

BAD TINGS...
haiz...saw his nick and was like stunned!!OMG~i suppose there's another gal tt comes along his life...HAIZ!!!at 1st i saw his frenster and saw he wrote quite a no. of testimonials for a gal...being sensitive...i believe he found sumone new...den...i was more taken aback when i saw his msn nick...it was like he's describing someone dear to him...i dun tink its his gf...but...someone he likes tis time...SAD!=(
to be continued...

heihei....i'm back...haiz...been reali busy wif sch hmwk..!!!arghh!!!=/ but manage to snatch some time to write my blog la...hehe...eh...been reali tired todae...nt enuff slp sia!!although i had 6 hrs of slp le...ppl sae enuff but...to me...NT ENUFF!!!i need at least 9 hrs of slp wan...i like pig lidat...eh...no lo...i'm like a baby...need more slp...*blush*...(*_*) oh...forgot wad i wan to write liao...haiz...oh ya!!gd news!!i finali quitted NPCC!!so hapi...although abit she bu de...cos i tk best cadet b4 ok?!mai siao siao....*peehx*...soli...canot lidat praise myself..no gd no gd...haha...but i still song la...no need go trainings anymore..had enuff of tt!ppl sae i stupid gong gong...left 2 more events nia...wan quit...BUT I REALI BUAY TAHAN LIAO!!!reali dulan tis time...kind of hurt my feelings when the 2 sirs gimme tt sort of attitude...i was seldom treated tt wae lo!i mean in NPCC...mama...kns...haiz...soli la,i abit loh so...kip saying tt i quitted...but i'm reali hapi!!=)
erm..finished all my hmwk for 2dae except for eng!!dun feel like doing!!see the passage alrdy sian diaoz!haiyo...i even did my hmwk for next wed wan...hurhur...can relac tis weekend le lo!!hooray!!
hiaz...feel like finding him tok...but juz duno wad to tell him or wad to tok to him...duno how to initiate a conversation wif him...hiaz...!!HELP!!!=(

back...frm mondae blues again...wah!!after canoeing trainings haf suspended,hmwk seem to be coming after me!!!OMG~feel like dying liao...tot tt i could like relac abit after canoeing no more...its like sat finali free...HAIZ...nw,it seems tt there's tons of hmwk haven finish!!and its coming right after the other...die liao la...on mon...had a great dae...agnes bdae!!we had a conferenc wif tt bitch and finali came up wif a solution...we split wif her!!frm 8 siaochabors,we became 7 siaochabors!!hehehe...agnes will haf a memorable bdae tis yr ya?hehehehe...den we head to TBP for the celebration!!agnes haf a bread instead of a cake becoz she dislike cakes...hoho...anywae..had a great time thou tt bitch almost spoil our dae!!lucky dun haf...we still carry out our plan...hehe...poor agnes..haf to count 198 coins...

yoyoyo...back...haiz...been real moody these few daes...duno way...duno wadz going on wif me...mad...reali for no reason lidat lo...goin to be siao liao...anywae,me went dinner wif my long time no see fren 2dae...tok and tok and tok until abt 8 plus...he sae he tired he wan go hm 1st...den..i'm left wif myself...ALONE!omg~duno wad to do..dun like to go hm early on saturdaes...serious...hated it...nth to do at hm...i call several ppl to come acc me but they were nt free...gosh!guess i gonna spent tis lonely nite myself...so...i tk the MRT and proceed to cityhall...gt the urge to go spore river...been quite some time since i went there...reali wish to go there 'blow wind'...hehe...=X
walk slowly along city link and went in HMV...listen to the whole "zhang shan wei" album and walk on...finali reach the esplanade...but instead of walking towards the spore river...i decided to walk to the other end of the esplanade...walk and walk and walk...eh,there's a fun fair!!hehe...yeah..can go fun fair see see...saw many rides...wanna ride but there's no one wif me...NO ONE..loneliness is an agony...i've been alone all my life...alone for 16 yrs...and i alwaes try to seek company of my fwenz..but todae,i was again alone!can u imagine tt?alone walking along esplanade...like a madie...walk all the wae to the end and heard sumone singing...i tot they were playing CD...but its actuali a concert being held there!!spore fireworks concert ar...den i stayed on to watch...saw "zhang zheng yue" and alex to..(du de wei)..wow...the ambience was real high!cant imagine tt i went high even i was alone...
hehe...hapi ting todae is.....HE REPLIED ME ALRDY!!woohoo~so hapi..i forwarded him a gd nite msg and he reply "nitez too...tk care"...omg!!going mad!!!i was like smiling all the wae in the MRT...when i was on my wae hm...at 1st i tot he wont reply...tts y i kept my hp and went to slp...BUT...surprisingly he replied!!my gosh..he brightens up my nite!!hehe...reali...i believe all my mood swings were successfully cured by one msg of his!!YEAH!=D

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